Just another number.

Robin Scherbatsky : Of course, I'm upset Barney. Don't you see how constantly talking about your conquests. Makes me feel like I'm just another number to you.

Barney Stinson : But you're not just another number to me.

Robin Scherbatsky : And now, you're taking Anita, who you barely know, on this amazing date, when I never got treated that way. It just, it just sucks, that's all. It just sucks.

Barney Stinson : Wow, I knew I was a bad at being a boyfriend, but I had no idea I'd be so much worse at being an ex-boyfriend. I'm sorry. What can I do to make it up to you?

Robin Scherbatsky : Nothing Barney, You've already proven that I'm not important.

Barney Stinson : Stop that, I'm serious. Ask me for anything.

  

Wrecking ball

 We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain.

We jumped never asking why

We kissed, I fell under your spell

A love no one could deny.

Don't you ever say I just walked away

I will always want you

I can't live a lie, running for my life.

I will always want you.

I came in like a wrecking ball

I never hit so hard in love.

All I wanted was to break your walls.

All you ever did was wreck me

Yeah, YOU, YOU WRECK ME.

 I put you high up in the sky,

And now, you're not coming down.

It slowly turned, you let me burn

And now, we're ashes on the ground.

Don't you ever say I just walked away

I will always want you

I can't live a lie, running for my life

I will always want you.

I came in like a wrecking ball,

I never hit so hard in love,

All I wanted was to break your walls,

All you ever did was wreck me.

I came in like a wrecking ball,

Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung,

Left me crashing in a blazing fall

All you ever did was wreck me.

Yeah, you, you wreck me.

I never meant to start a war,

I just wanted you to let me in,

And instead of using force

I guess I should've let you win

I never meant to start a war,

I just wanted you to let me in,

I guess I should've let you win.

Don't you ever say I just walked away,

I will always want you.

I came in like a wrecking ball,

I never hit so hard in love,

All I wanted was to break your walls,

All you ever did was wreck me.

I came in like a wrecking ball,

Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung,

Left me crashing in a blazing fall

All you ever did was wreck me.

Yeah, you, you wreck me.

Yeah, you, YOU WRECK ME. 

Maha mengetahui

Orang cakap, DIA belum bagi rezeki tu sebab dia nak kita berusaha lebih.

Atau mungkin

Belum tiba masa untuk kita dapat rezeki tu.

It can also be

DIA save the best part at the end of the journey.

Tapi jujur aku cakap,

Aku dah tak mampu.

It is too hard to keep on trying here and there and get nothing in return.

Aku dah habis daya mencuba.

Kali ni aku betul2 pasrah.
Kalau dah tertulis aku bukan tercipta untuk terbang,
aku redha.
Kalau tak, mesti DIA akan bukak kan pintu rezeki aku.

Insha Allah.



Doakan saya care bears!

xxoo

I'm old

Yes, you didn't read it wrong.

I am old.

Well not technically, but yeah.

Working from 9-6 is just not enough.

I don't know what I should do at night.

SO I AM GOING TO APPLY BEING A TUITION TEACHER.

HAHAHAHA. ME? TEACHING??

That is really funny when I think of it.

But you know, why not?

Rather than me being at home after work with nothing to do.

Sometimes I do have extra works from office that I have to bring home & such

But I would love to have a new adventure once in a while :)

Cheers to new adventures!

Diversion

As you can read from the tittle of this post,

I have a diversion decision to make, literally.

Last week, my mummy asked me a question.

A question that hit me, rock bottom, hard.

& that question kept me thinking.

It just won't get off my mind.

My mummy asked

"So now macam mana? 

Kakak nak amek dip/degree in Landscape Architecture tak?"

A question that got me thinking.

What do I really wanna be?

Where will I end up?

Yes, my passion towards flying has no boundaries.

I may not be as pro as the other guys & girls.

I don't really know about the type of aircraft, about the engine of one aircraft 

or maybe even the capacity of an aircraft.

But there is one particular reason why I'm in love with aviation.

It is just because I could do something that is beyond me.

For once, I did something that I never thought I could do.

& the urge to keep doing it never stops.

& every time I walk or travel or even look up to the sky,

I realize one thing..

I might have left my heart 20 thousand feet above the ground.

Well that is about flying.

But being a Landscape Architect has been my childhood dream job.

I wanna be as successful as my mother.

I wanna share the pain that she has to go through.

I want to bring out the best idea I could, for one project.

People might think that being a LA

is just planting trees & deciding which is nice and not.

But the truth is, the idea of creativity behind it.

It's the creativity that blends with it.

It's like, finally I can put my creativity to test.

& the relieve you will feel when you see the outcome

after those sleepless night & never ending deadlines.

I am really confused right now.

Drop dead confuse.

Pray for me loves.

I hope to be the best in everything I do.

I wanna make my parents proud of me.

That's all.

Till we meet again,

xxoo