You bring out the best in me

 

This boy, is beyond amazing. Maybe we're still in our honeymoon phase, which I don't think we are but we are so amazing together. All this while, I thought I'm his support, he's the rusher. But come to think of it, we are actually taking turns. On my bad days, he supports me. On his off days, I rushed to protect him. Which to my surprise, we are an amazing team. 

He makes me happy. In every way possible.

He makes me laugh, he makes me cry at times.

He annoys the crap out of me but I always find the right time to tune him, i guess?

Above all, he is amazing. He's better than my dreams.

I kid you not. Well, some dreams are just dreams. We all know that.

We expect a person to be picture perfect.

The right body,

the right hair,

the right pocket,

the right look,

the right car or house,

overall, Mr Perfect.

BUT.

There will be a moment in your life, where it seems like it's from a movie scene.

I've had mine. on the 1st of November 2021,

a friend of mine texted me, about all the things I'm putting on the line if I choose to confess.

& as I was reading the looongg ass text, I looked at my side car mirror.

He came out from his house, walking to my car.

Blessed with rays of sunlight behind him as a background.

& I can't remember the song that was playing that time,

But I can't stop staring.

It was picture perfect. It really was.

& at that moment, I realized I want to take the chance, risk it & confess to him.

& guess what, the next day was our official day 1  

It's the first time ever I decided to open up & confess.

I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him, falling in love over & over again.

He is, the best for me 

Phase two : Adjustments.

 

Hello care bears. 

It has been awhile, I know.

Been busy with hell a lot of things.

Juggling with hell a lot of flights.

Even on my offdays, I can't actually rest.

Been running errands errrrddayyyyy.

Me & boo are doing fine, Alhamdulillah.

Had a few emotional fights with a side of drama (from me, of coz  )

But this boy, is heaven sent.

I kid you not.

He has been nothing but patience with me.

He forget things sometimes. Hence that triggered the drama.

But when I remind him, he straight know where he did wrong.

& to my surprise, I actually am learning a lot from this relationship too.

Mainly because, I can feel it deep down that this boy,

this loving, tender, passionate boy is the one.

 We can annoy each other & still laugh about it.

We can be serious & still fall in love with each other.

He's everything I've ever wanted.

& I am the lucky one.

& now, we're actually starting a new journey together.

He started a new job a few days ago.

With the intention for my hand in marriage in mind.

& I am over the moon proud of him.

I truly am.

For example, right now, he's passed out on discord video call,

while I'm studying for base check.

Well, WAS studying. LOL

 Sayang, I know you're tired. I know you're pushing yourself out of your comfort zone for us. I really appreciate that. I can see it in your eyes, your veins on your forehead. I fell bad about it but this is for us. You, me & inshaAllah our future mini us. Thank you Sayang, for all the hard work, for all the sweat & pain you're going through. For everything you've done, I promise to be more devoted, passionate & considerate towards you. I love you with all I got & i hope it is more than enough for you. 

Pray for us care bears.

We're adjusting to new schedule. Him with his long hours of work & constantly tired. Me with crazy flying roster. It's a big adjustment for us. 

For example, next week I'm off to Jakarta. I'll be flying the whole week, through out the weekend. His offday is on Sunday. After Jakarta, I'm stuck with quarantine. I'm not sure how, but I'm praying hard so that all of this is easier.

Wish us luck?