The Fairytale of My Life

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2012-02-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

*Lepas sejam menghadap blog*

ok babai love birds.

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2012-02-02T03:11:00.001+08:00

Haaaaa. Ya Allah baru la ada masa nak mengomel.
Busy gilossss past few days. Erghhh.

I know, I know, I miss you too cupcakes!

So this is what happened.
That "My big day" yang I've been telling u guys about is this..

The day I finally laid my hands on my own Commercial Pilot License.

Kalau nak tulis what I have been thru till I get this far memang boleh tercabut jari menaip, tercabut bijik mata membaca, & silap-silap boleh menang award blog post paling panjang. LULZ.

HAHAHA, k berangan =.="

Anyway, I am the happiest girl on earth this pass few days. Everything fell perfectly in place. Everything. Got my hands on my new baby boyfie (sila rujuk gmbr di atas), finally found more cases for my baby boo,

& I guess got my heart attached too.

kikiki, ok now I is shy.

Ok-ok dah. Sebelum korang muntah lagi baik beta undur diri.

Beta perlukan tido. It's 3 in the morning you know?

Babai people! Babai!! *lelambai lelaju*

Boy, you're the cutest. Ever!

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2012-01-26T18:04:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the biggest day of my life.

I have waited 2 years for this day & it's finally happening.

I don't need any heartache to accompany me tomorrow.

Will be deleting everything by today.

I need a fresh mindset for tomorrow.

I AM EXCITED FOR IT.

Things are finally falling into place for 2012.

I had a great start, shitty days & then the good news came.

I've been thru shit & awesome days to get this far.

& finally, that day is coming.

In less than 24 hours.

I'll let you people know what it is all about when I've finally get it.

Till then, bye bye care bears

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2012-01-25T00:57:00.001+08:00

Baru semalam aku ke belog ini. Hari ni aku terasa nak berceloteh lagi. Bukan apa, aku perlukan tempat untuk mengadu. Tempat untuk aku lepaskan perasaan aku. Twitter aku dah jadi terlalu public untuk aku berkata-kata. Jadi sebelum semua muntah hijau baca celoteh aku, baik aku kumpulkan dalam belog ni kan? Sebab aku rasa takde siapa pun yang baca. So aku rasa lebih tenang & aman.

Baru semalam aku membebel pasal segala benda yang terjadi dalam hidup aku seharian, aku jadikan pengajaran. Tapi hari ini aku rasa lemah sangat. Aku manusia biasa, aku merungut jugak dari masa ke semasa. Seharian aku habiskan dengan memikir. Segala macam aku fikir. Sampai aku dah tak tau nak mula kat mana nak mengomel kat sini.

Cuma sekarang aku rasa kesian kat diri aku sendiri. Aku tak akan tunding jari kat sesiapa, cuma pada diri sendiri. *tengok cermin* Betul kata kawan aku, aku patut sayang diri aku sendiri more. Terlalu sibuk meletakkan orang di carta teratas sampai kan diri sendiri terlepas pandang.

Pada masa ini, aku tak tau ape yang aku patut buat.
Nak aku give up, terlalu attached for me to give up.

Nak aku teruskan, sampai bila??

Myien A : Aku dah pesan kat kau myien, you should have not.

Kau lupa ape pernah jadi tahun lepas? Kau nak tersiksa mcm tu lagi?

Myien B : Bukan aku mintak, tapi benda dah jadi, ape aku nak buat?

Myien A : Berulang kali benda yang sama jadi, kenape kau degil sangat?

Myien B : Aku manusia jugak, soal hati & perasaan aku tak mampu nak mengelak.

Myien A : Habis sekarang kau nak buat ape?

Myien B : Aku tak tau... Aku tak tau...

Itulah conversation yang aku dok ada sepanjang hari. Berbicara tentang diri sendiri. Perbaiki kelemahan diri sendiri. Aku tak tau sampai bila aku mampu bertahan. Aku tak tau sampai bila aku cukup kuat untuk semua ini. Aku tak tau, & aku rasa, aku tak pernah tau.

Menyesal aku tak pergi dari sini dulu. Masa aku punyai peluang untuk ke sana & mulakan hidup baru. Aku terlalu egois memikirkan aku mampu untuk membina semula kehidupan aku di tanah air aku sendiri.

Ye, sesungguh nya aku sesali setiap yang berlaku yang menyakitkan aku.

"Dunia ini memang tidak adil"

Cukup sudah aku meroyan.

Taking some sleeping pills & dozing off anytime soon.

I need a rest after a very very long day waiting for nothing.

Bye-bye people, InsyaAllah I'll be ok.

I hope u people do too.

Amin

Perlukah?

2012-01-24T05:43:00.003+08:00

Perkara di atas dirujuk.

Perlukah segala cacian dilemparkan?

Perlukah di ungkit cerita-cerita lama?

Perlukah menjadi annoying untuk maju?

Perlukah semua itu?

Perlukah?

Apa yang kita lakukan untuk orang, itu balasan yang kita akan terima

Suatu hari nanti, kelak.

Jadi perlukah semua itu?

Perlukah untuk mengadili orang sedang kan
diri sendiri masih di persimpangan?

Perlukah merendah kan martabat orang demi menaikkan diri sendiri?

Perlukah berdolak-dalih dalam mengakui,
kita juga punya kesilapan diri sendiri?

Aku mungkin bukan orang yang sesuai untuk berbicara.

Tapi aku banyak belajar.

Dari semua orang yang menyakit kan aku,

Dari semua orang yang mengingkari janji dengan aku,

Dari orang-orang yang menipu aku.

Setiap yang berlaku dalam hidup aku seharian, aku jadikan pengajaran.

Bukan untuk apa, tapi untuk masa depan aku sendiri.

Untuk aku lebih faham, siapa yang harus aku simpan dalam hati.

Siapa yang aku patut campak jauh-jauh.

Siapa yang patut aku protect sampai bertarung nyawa,

Siapa yang patut aku rejam dalam hati.

Aku memang bukan sempurna tapi aku percaya dgn karma & ketentuan Illahi.

Aku akan mencuba sedaya upaya
melayan seorang manusia itu sebaik mungkin,

melayan individu itu sebagai manusia yang punyai hati.

Kebanyakkan dari kita selalu lalai & lupa,

Setiap dari kita punyai hati & perasaan.

Perlukah terlalu menjaga hati diri sendiri sampai menyakitkan hati orang lain?

Perlukah semua itu?

Sebelum kita adili orang lain, nilai diri sendiri dulu.

Tunding jari sambil melemparkan kata-kata bukan lah bermakna apa-apa,

Hanya anda telah buktikan kepada dunia,

Kebodohan itu terlahir dari diri sendiri & diri sendiri tak nak berubah.

Setiap manusia punyai rahsia masing-masing,

Setiap manusia punyai alasan masing-masing untuk pelbagai perihal.

Setiap manusia itu berbeda.

Mungkin kau mampu menunduk kan segala ke-egoan kau,

tapi tidak kepada orang yang di sebelah kita.

Mungkin kau mampu untuk marah & melemparkan kata-kata kesat,

tapi tidak kepada orang yang berjalan di belakang kita.

Mungkin kau mampu untuk menunjukkan kasih sayang kau pada dia,

tapi tidak kepada orang yang duduk di hadapan kita.

Manusia itu semuanya berbeda.

Jadi perlukah, (sekali lagi) untuk mengadili orang?

Perlukah?

Renungkan

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2012-01-23T22:15:00.001+08:00

All this while, I've been dying to find a cute "pluggy" for my baby boo. Sebab nak prevent dari masuk habuk dalam tempat earphone tu. But sangat hampa when every shop I go, takde yang comel. So today I went to this one shop at Sg.Buloh, wanting to make it my own.

Found it, and at a VERY VERY VERY cheep price. Yahooo

Paint the base blue, to make it look cute & yummy

(There goes my nail polish)

Took my sister's pink nail polish, for the yummy topping.

& Taraaaaa !! It's almost doneee !!

Sekarang tgh tunggu dia kering je then nak letak chocolate sparkles to make it look more real.

Tak sabar nak tunggu dia kering & letak kat baby boo.

Dah siap nanti I post pictures okeyh ??

Me nak go get ready nak pergi Uptown S.Alam

Babai lovebirds

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2012-01-21T02:16:00.002+08:00

Was blog walking thru one of my fav blog. Came across this awesomely cute n attractive food she made. So yeah, I did tried it. It was delicious indeed. My mummy loved it, my sister... errr.. demand & complain as usual even-tho she did finished the whole bowl of it. -.-" LOL

Basically, it's just banana's which I've sliced. Put some chocolate dust all over the bananas. Some or should I say quite a lot of whipped cream & some cute2 color dusts as the toppings. Simple & easy to make & sangat la sedap!

Boleh jadi tit bits sambil-sambil tengok tv.

Made it for someone, he loved it! Well, that's what he told me la kan.

Note to self & to others as well.

Appreciate what you have. Respect that person's decision.

There is no need for you to judge that person as a coward or what.

That person is willing to do anything to please you.

If that person won't do it, he/she has their own reason why.

This world is a cruel place sometimes, deal with it.

You have the chance or should I say spot that I have been dying to be in.

Some people are not as lucky as you are.

Why mess around & bringing out the things or points that could hurt people?

Why don't u embrace every moment with sparks?

Why don't you try fighting to keep what you have, & not throwing it away?

Ok, I guess I'm done crapping now.

Till we meet again lovebirds.

InsyaAllah

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2012-01-19T21:26:00.001+08:00

Wheww, it has been a while since I last blogged. Been busy with lots of stuffs. Gym, birthday celebrations, best buddy birthday dinner etc etc etc. Anyway, my birthday celebration was pretty much boring. EXCEPT for the part that I get to hang out with my twitter friends. & not to forget all those sweet & darling mentions & msgs & voice notes & wishes on fb.

That completed my birthday. Thank you

I wished for a Blackberry curve (the new one, can't remember the model), but instead of getting that one from my mummy, I now have my own baby boo, which is the new bold 5.

The best boo ever I tell you one

I guess that is all for now.

Got lots of things to do now. Till we meet again care bears

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2012-01-08T03:34:00.000+08:00

Mungkin.

Mungkin itu pastinya sesuatu yang kita tidak tahu.

Mungkin itu sesuatu yang kita tidak mahu.

Mungkin juga boleh jadi sesuatu yang kita harapkan.

Mungkin juga kadangkala bermakna jangan.

Mungkin sahaja, mungkin....

Mungkin sahaja semuanya sudah tertulis,

Mungkin sahaja lebih baik kita terus berpuitis,

mengharap ianya tidak datang mengejar.

Mungkin sahaja yang lebih baik telah menanti,

Mungkin juga diri sendiri yang harus diteliti,

Mungkin sahaja, mungkin....

Mungkin bukanlah suatu kepastian,

itu sudah pasti.

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2012-01-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

Turning 22 any day soon but I'm still me. With my darling addictions to Marie Disney's stuffs. & as I looked back, 2011 I did not spend that much time on Marie hunting anymore. Was so busy with my addictions with all of those #Twtups. 2012, I'm making changes. No matter how busy I am, I'll still space some time to go Marie hunting.

Care with me care bears, this woman is trying here.

Some of my Marie collections that I have already. Well those pictures are what's left since I deleted all of my recent post on this blog. But nevermind, will find more eye candies for you lovebirds.

Bye bye, toddles !!

Happy

2012-01-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

I wanna be, next to you & watch you fall asleep.

Holding you, lost inside, every breath you breathe

I don't wanna live a day without you,

I just wanna be the one that makes you happy.

Can't let this moment go,

When you're the only one,

That makes me feel the way I feel inside.

Lately boo, I'm falling for you.

Lately, I'm falling for you

One upon a pilot's wedding.

2012-01-05T02:02:00.000+08:00

Who wouldn't want a wedding so perfect like this???

A new year, a new start.

2012-01-03T03:33:00.001+08:00

Keeping track on what's going on around. As much as I'm loving my other blog, I miss this blog more. Some of my journeys started from this blog. Some even ended with this blog. So I'll continue crapping in here as well. Yes dear care bears, me miss u people too

So yeah, my new year celebration this year was different. Before you ask me why, let me explain. I spend my whole night with my Twitterjaya friends. Well, I can't find all of Twitterjaya residence there but only some of it. It was more than enough. I've had the time of my life.

I must say, I'm gonna enjoy my whole year this year
cause I had a great start.

Men of the year for 2011 is Mr @AzmanV2. He's my greatest friend of all. Yes, we did met thru twitter but nothing can change the fact that I can never picture my life without him. At all. Thank you for always being by my side for me Syed Azman.

You're the best

If I were to do it all over again, there are some parts in 2011 that I don't want too. Some parts. Thank god 2011 is over. Hello 2012!! I don't expect you to be nice but I want me myself to be stronger.

Sign-ing off, toddles people

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2011-12-24T05:30:00.001+08:00

I’ve had you so many times,
but I want more.

I just can’t get enough of you.

-@Myien

Hey there lover!

2011-11-18T05:06:00.000+08:00

Do know that I am missing you

So long & good bye

2011-07-25T19:17:00.004+08:00

To those who broke my heart :
Tuhan Maha Adil. Life's a karma.

2011-06-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

Chasing dreams, making history

Sign-ing off, Myien